.feelings.

do you know what it's like to reopen wounds?

it's like being slapped in the face...

having someone apologize for it..

then slapping you again.

there's no way to explain how it feels,

how much it hurts,

until you actually go through it.

actually feel the pain.

when you go through things..

things that hurt too much to remember.

you hide them.

hid them away..

deep in the back of your mind

until..

something or someone 

reminds you of that thing.

that thing you hid.

and then..

the pain comes.

the pain and

the unexplainable hurting.

the feeling alone.

the sadness and crying.

the remembering.

then you are trapped.

back in that nothingness 

you call your mind

and

it hurts.

©Butteryevil 2004