Saturday, September 23, 2006

.everything.ain't.as.it.seems.

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry

everything.ain't.as.it.seems.

i'm da one who nods when you speak..and smiles n your face

while all the while thinking "damn i hate yo ass."

i'm da teacher taught to teach...

yet thinkin fukk it at the beginnin' of every single speech.

i'm ya husband late from work...

cuz i was liftin mah secretary's skirt.

i'm not what i appear to be..i'm a fake ass individual..so its bout tyme you meet the real me.

i'm...um....at a lost for words..cuz i'm the pastor that rolls da benz while my building and congregation look like shyt.

i'm da peer pressure that you finna get.

i'm the like that turned into love..that turned in to..i um..think we should see other people..that turned in to him fucking yo' homegirl.

i kno its hard to interpret..that i'm not this facasade..but i aint..

i can only be me..and dats what i'm tryna be..even if..dat me...aint...shyt.

i don't think you're gettin wat i'm tryna get u to get..but umm...lets go ahead n give u one mo good hit.

i'm dat solider fighting in a war with no purpse for a country dat don't give a fuck about me or kno me by name..while my president plays mini golf.

i'm the one broke ass white family actually living in the suburbs.

fakin the funk on a daily basis cuz i don't want muthafukaz to think we a bunch of punks..

i'm a dat student that iz goin' good wit da 4.0 minus da fact that every test and assignment has been plagerize..i hope that they don't find...

that i ain't what i appear...i'm not really me..i'm...i'm...not what i seem.

i'm a crack addict that used to be rich so sumtimes when i'm talkin to myself..u should listen cuz this sum deep shyt.

i'm juss me. what else should i be?

i hope u are enjoyin this reality check that you're experiencing

cuz this myte be the first and last tyme..u see the real me..

i'm not who i appear to be..and i'm sorry for dat..but..

shyt..u shoulda known...

everythin ain't perfect..

and sum feelinz..was gonna get stepped on..

and i'm not as sorry as i look..

i can only be me..

real or fake..its what i intend to be.

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