.disappear.

.dis·ap·pear.

you know..it's really not that hard to disappear.

faded away to the blackness.

find a way to have less.

don't make new friends and drift away from those you made.

fade away disappear.

start over.

pretend you were never here.

or never there.

move on, now the worries are gone.

do a name and phone number change..

nothing remains the same.

tweak your resume, seek a new profession.

meet new people, start over.

become the hostess not the wall flower.

hold wine and cheese parties with new faces,

new embraces..

excluding the graceless. 

wander into wilderness.

go off the grid.

become a new you,

learn to stay true.

disappear. 

have no responsibilities. 

fade away.

let go of petty things.

start over. 

stop being so shy.

break the cocoon, become a butterfly.

wave and smile at passers by.

live for today and not tomorrow.

forget yesterday.

pretend you were never there or here.

disappear. 

©Butteryevil2013

.love affair.

loosely based off of a movie called "28 hotel rooms"

please enjoy.

.love affair.

intertwined

his legs and mine..

in this love affair.

feels so wrong.. 

but it feels so right,

as we book these familiar flights.

no girlfriend, husband, or child

could slow down our mattress miles.

familiar smiles and sounds surround

our silly drunkin' wine nights go down. 

running through the hotel, playin tag

scoopin' me up against him

like a cherished louis vuitton bag. 

rooms change.

sheets change.

but the still the sex remains the same

28 rooms..

1 womb. 

seed fulfilled a husband's plea. 

torn between the two,

no room for sympathy. 

you married your girlfriend

but you want me divorced?

the sound of this argument,

ridiculous of course. 

I will never leave him,

I thought this was clear.

The thought pains you, 

you punch a wall, in tears.

The time we have,

let's cherish each moment.

after hotel keys are returned,

a longing for home hits. 

Missing daughter's hugs

and husband's jazzy tunes.

All though I love the both of them,

my love, I will see you again soon. 

keepin' this love alive,

until my well runs dry. 

in this love affair, 

his legs and mine,

intertwined.

©Butteryevil2013

.teeth.

teeth.

what does the tooth fairy do with all those baby teeth?

does she make them into a very nice condo and put it near front street?

maybe she drops them in the ocean..

a giant wishing well for her to make a wish of her very own.

what if they recharge her fairy wand to continue her flights through the night.

maybe she delivers them to outerspace to sparkle clearly deep into the night's light.

what does the tooth fairy do with all those teeth?

maybe it is a secret for her alone to keep.

teeth.

©Butteryevil2013