.everything.ain't.as.it.seems.

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry

everything.ain't.as.it.seems.

i'm da one who nods when you speak..and smiles n your face

while all the while thinking "damn i hate yo ass."

i'm da teacher taught to teach...

yet thinkin fukk it at the beginnin' of every single speech.

i'm ya husband late from work...

cuz i was liftin mah secretary's skirt.

i'm not what i appear to be..i'm a fake ass individual..so its bout tyme you meet the real me.

i'm...um....at a lost for words..cuz i'm the pastor that rolls da benz while my building and congregation look like shyt.

i'm da peer pressure that you finna get.

i'm the like that turned into love..that turned in to..i um..think we should see other people..that turned in to him fucking yo' homegirl.

i kno its hard to interpret..that i'm not this facasade..but i aint..

i can only be me..and dats what i'm tryna be..even if..dat me...aint...shyt.

i don't think you're gettin wat i'm tryna get u to get..but umm...lets go ahead n give u one mo good hit.

i'm dat solider fighting in a war with no purpse for a country dat don't give a fuck about me or kno me by name..while my president plays mini golf.

i'm the one broke ass white family actually living in the suburbs.

fakin the funk on a daily basis cuz i don't want muthafukaz to think we a bunch of punks..

i'm a dat student that iz goin' good wit da 4.0 minus da fact that every test and assignment has been plagerize..i hope that they don't find...

that i ain't what i appear...i'm not really me..i'm...i'm...not what i seem.

i'm a crack addict that used to be rich so sumtimes when i'm talkin to myself..u should listen cuz this sum deep shyt.

i'm juss me. what else should i be?

i hope u are enjoyin this reality check that you're experiencing

cuz this myte be the first and last tyme..u see the real me..

i'm not who i appear to be..and i'm sorry for dat..but..

shyt..u shoulda known...

everythin ain't perfect..

and sum feelinz..was gonna get stepped on..

and i'm not as sorry as i look..

i can only be me..

real or fake..its what i intend to be.

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.invisible.

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry

i juss got back from black poetry nite @ da cella..n boy wuss it poppin n der! i'm def hittin up dat sigma party next weekend but...rite now..i feel inspired to write a lil bit...ya feel me..so this first one iz called invisible..and the second one (different post) will be called "everything ain't as it seems"

Invisible

I iz for me...who i am..who i be..

Neva needin' no niggaz, no handoutz, no...NOTHINN..

Vizualizin' who i once was..who inspired me 2 change..yet..

Insisting...that...I AM SUMBODY...in da flesh...

Sensastions of how high u get me off how lyrically dope you are.

Issues so persistant on changing our character..tryna break black bitches.

Beautiful Brown Body...Bathed N Sweet Mocha Kisses.

Lyez 2 Tounge Tied for ya own damn good...even tho u knew da nigga would...u still let him..

Eat...that beautiful delicious tasty..sweet..

NEVER MISSIN A BEAT..

but den u realize...dat u aint shyt. Dat the game u was gave was used way back n the slave days..

and u ask yourself...how fucking invisible...AM I?

r these imaginary tears that run down an afrikkan queen'z face?

What exactly do you gotta be on to play games like da men of this race...

N by race I mean...human...not

black,white, hispanic,asian...or nething else that comes to mind..

cuz that is just anotha seperation that we created against our own kind..

and u think...invisibility..lies within me..

it's what i breathe...its what I see..who I be..

Invisible..to everybody BUT me.

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.i'm.yo'.pusha.

.i'm yo' pusha.
Current mood: excited
Category: Writing and Poetry

i'm yo' pusha

it iz wat i am..

i am wat it iz..

i'm yo pusha.

pushin' yo' ignant ass 2 da limit..

gettn' you high off dis..NEW SHYT!

hit dis shyt..bet you ain't tried it yet.

straight off da block..get it while itz hott!

cuz for wateva u can give me..i'll give u wat i got..

ya' pusha.

wat u kno about dat?

i kno i kno...itz kinda a lot to take n da first tyme..

but u'll get used 2 it..get hungry 4 it...

then...i'll give u sum more..

cuz i'm yo' pusha..

i'mma give u everything yo heart desires.

allz u gotta do iz inquire...

stop fadin' n and out on me ..

nicca please..

cuz i kno if u don't take it..sum1 else will..

but u'll be back..cuz u addicted.

u ain't gon make it less u get it..

i'm yo pusha..and i'm pushn ya limitz.

cum n try me.

itz hot on da block.

dis new shyt.

we call it.."knowledge".

cum in get u sum.

i'm tryna edumacate yo ass..give u all i got..

cuz instead of seein' u on da streets or gettin shot..

i'd like to be the one who offers u watz hot.

dat new shyt.

cuz i'm yo' pusha.

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L Double A


ooooh shyt, watch out

Posted by L Double A on September 23, 2006 - Saturday at 1:14 PM
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.My.Curves.

.My.Curves.
Current mood: relaxed
Category: Writing and Poetry

My Curves

he,she,they,them
I love my curves.

I love the way it feels
when I caress that place

when my hands rest against my breasts.
feeling the air entering and leaving my chest.

I love my curves.

the dips, the slopes, the hips.
from the knees to the lips.

I love my curves.

can I keep it real?
about how good I can make me feel...
when I undress my curves.

see, you've never been in love,
like I've been in love until you can..
express, unstressed, a longing

for your curves.

makes me smile to turn heads
of the brothas that envision me in their beds.

but trying their best,
any game that they've created,
improved or fixed up

will never come close to these curves.

my curves, my body, my soul, my strength
in, out, up, down

I love the way I look
in my candle light's silouette.

because then, I can see what I love the best.
the chest, the hips, the neck

beautifully outlined.

My curves.

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u REALLLY need to quit sayin dat shyt. i dunno who taught u dat.

Posted by _deleted_ on September 13, 2006 - Wednesday at 8:57 AM
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**~ LilQu33n ~**


NIGGA ....WHO TAUGHT YO MAMA THAT SHYT ?! LOL SHE NEED TO STOP

Posted by **~ LilQu33n ~** on September 16, 2006 - Saturday at 5:32 PM
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